Dear Family and Friends,
In mid-July, I am taking a jump of faith, and I am participating in a 5-month DTS with YWAM. My training will be in New Zealand and the outreach will be medically based in the Pacific area. The story of going begins right after I graduated high school in 2011. Prior to arriving at UGA, I came across the medical DTS in New Zealand, and my plan was to go when I had a semester off. Plans changed though, and I ended up in nursing school at Kennesaw with no semester off.
In March, I was discussing YWAM and the DTS Program with my friend, Tisha Campo, as her daughter is going on a DTS in July. I claimed that I did not feel moved to go on a DTS myself, so God must not be calling me to that, though I didn’t pray about it. I also said that it wouldn’t work with my job as an ICU nurse at Kennestone, so instead I began planning on going on a 2-week medical mission trip through YWAM out of their Townsville, Australia base.
Fast-forward a few months. Recently, I was actually working on pulling everything together to starting looking at buying a house. I got my pre-approval from a mortgage company on Saturday afternoon. I had prayed and prayed for weeks about this, but I never really got a clear, definite answer from God. Finally, I decided to move forward and trusted that God would stop me if I were off track. That night, I was really frustrated with various aspects of my life and the lack of transformation and change, and despite all attempts at sleep, I didn’t sleep. Finally at 6am, really frustrated, I got up and said “Fine, God. I will make a pot of coffee and read my Bible. Maybe I’ll find some answers.” I read my devotional first, and one of them talked about being immediately obedient, not delayed obedience. Eventually, I landed in Luke 5 at the calling of Peter. At the end of the story are 5 words. They “left everything and followed him.” The instant I read those words, I knew exactly what God was saying, and it was crystal clear. Peter left his boat on the shore and followed Jesus. He didn’t wait 6 months to sell his boat, pack up his wife and then follow Jesus. He followed instantaneously. I knew God was calling me to do a DTS.
So, what is the plan here? I fly out on July 15th and will return December 3rd. I will be training in Tauranga, New Zealand for 12 weeks, and then I will participate in an 8-week medical outreach in the Pacific area. The trip will cost around $9000 including my airfare to New Zealand. The cost includes my lodging, food, and transportation through both the lecture/training phase and the outreach phase. Part of God’s lesson with this trip is not doing everything on my own like I have a tendency to do. I’m sending this letter to ask you to partner with me on this trip and this adventure. Any financial support is appreciated (Please see below for details), but I especially need your partnership in prayer and support as I go. Thank you in advance for partnering with me on this journey! It means the world to me!
For updates while I’m gone, check out: morganywam.blogspot.com
In order to donate:
In order to make your donation tax-deductible, you are welcome to make your donation out to my church home, Cobb Vineyard Church. Please attach a note with my name on it, so that it can be placed toward my trip. (Church Address:
3206 Old 41 Hwy NW, Kennesaw, GA 30144)
Alternatively, you may donate directly to me, Morgan Smith- to work out those details contact me at morgancsmith@yahoo.com or Tammy White (gawhitehouse_1@comcast.net).
If you have any questions at all, feel free to find me at church on Sunday or email me!
To add a shameless plug- you can check out Moesha Campo’s trip at Moeshaywam.blogspot.com!
This is the log of the journey that will hopefully take me continuously to the heart of God and the center of myself. Grab your backpack and come join along as I journey deeper into all that God has for me on this adventure.
Sunday, May 22, 2016
Wednesday, May 18, 2016
How On Earth Did I Get Here?
How did I get here? That is a very interesting story. I must say that I am still somewhat in shock that I’m writing this and that I’m going on this trip I dreamed about 5 years ago.
2011: In 2011, I graduated high school. It was a very exciting
time especially because I was set to attend the wonderful University of
Georgia. Sometime during that spring, I remember sitting down with a friend and
sharing that I felt like God was calling me to the mission field in some
capacity at some point. My plan at the time was that I was going to go to UGA
and then attend Physician’s Assistant school. A friend of mine went on a DTS
through YWAM around that time. I looked into it, and I found this awesome DTS-
the training is in New Zealand and the outreach was medically oriented, which
is what my plan for school was. With my schooling plan, at one point, I would
have a semester off, and that would allow me to do the DTS. God had different
plans, and I ended up coming to Kennesaw State University for nursing school.
This change did not allow for a semester off, and I buried that dream.
March 2016: Now, we have fast-forwarded a few years.
Sometime around March my friend, Moesha, decided to do a DTS through YWAM, and
she leaves in July. Her mom, who is one of my good friends, and I were
discussing it while hiking one day. I had explained that years ago I had
thought about doing a DTS myself. Tisha said she thought I should go on a DTS,
and I remember telling her that I didn’t feel moved to go. Thus, God must not
be calling me to go, and besides, I don’t have 5 months of PTO in order to
leave for a DTS. To leave for 5 months would most likely mean that my job was
not waiting when I got back, and being a newly graduated nurse, I wasn’t sure
how that would work when I attempt to get a job when I would get back. The
conversation got my wheels rolling again, and I found that I could go with YWAM
through a base in Townsville, Australia and jump aboard their medical missions
boat for 2 weeks in December, since I am a RN and I have 2 weeks of PTO.
April/May 2016: I begin to start thinking about buying a
house. I pray about it and pray about it. As much as I prayed, I wasn’t getting
a clear yes/no from God- it all felt very muddied. Eventually at the beginning
of May, I conclude that the desire is still here and so I will move forward,
and God will stop me if I’m off track. I apply for pre-approval, and received
that, yet the waters were still very muddied. On the night of the 14th,
I was very frustrated when I laid down to go to sleep. I was frustrated with
multiple facets of life, house buying being one of them. I was frustrated that
things aren’t changing and improving the way I want them too. Relationships
aren’t being healed like I want them too. It’s just not working. I barely slept
that night for no real reason. I go to bed frustrated all the time and sleep.
Finally at
6am, I’m fully frustrated with my lack of sleep. “Fine, God. I will get up and
make a pot of coffee and open my Bible. Maybe I will find some answers.” I
didn’t expect to actually find answers. I flip around and eventually land in
Luke 5 at the calling of Peter. As I read, I understood the frustration of
fishing all night and catching no fish; I just mentally fished all night and
had no answers to show for it. At the end of the story it says, they “left
everything and followed him.” 5 words. They just happened to be double
underlined. The second I read them, I instantly knew what God was saying, and
unlike buying a house, it was very crystal clear. It was as clear as the water
in the Gulf of Mexico where you can see the bottom. I knew God was saying that
I needed to go do a DTS. I asked God about my job. How does this work? I can’t
just leave my job for 5 months and expect it to be waiting until my return. God
said two things- 1) He asked if I trust Him enough to leave the job I worked so
incredibly hard for because He asked me to? He asked if I trusted Him enough to
go be obedient and have Him work out the rest. 2) He pointed out that Peter
left his boat on the shore when he was called. He didn’t take 6 months to sell
his boat and pack up his wife. He left his boat right there and walked away.
I talked
this all through that morning with my dear friend, Ann, and then the sermon at
church that day confirmed what being said. As I talked it through with Ann, it
just continued to be crystal clear. The same as I talked it through with Tammy.
That’s how I landed here. The trip is first out of absolute
obedience to God. Another side to it is that this trip places me completely
outside of my comfort zone and causes me to be completely dependent on God. It
requires me to lay down the control in my life that I keep gripping with all my
might. The trip will grow me in ways that I never thought imaginable. I’m excited
on one hand, and fearful on the other.
However, I’m trusting God to make it all happen.
I will need to be in New Zealand by July 18th,
and I will return at the beginning of December. Check back here for updates of
the adventure and the things going on. I ask that you pray for my journey as
well as Moesha Campo’s journey. Pray that both trips will grow us in ways we
never thought possible and that they would connect us even deeper to God. Pray
for safety and good health. Most of all, pray that God’s name is glorified.
Thanks for reading! Love you all!
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